Tuesday, 17 November 2015

Is it real or am I going out of my mind.

It was just a normal day. Normal uniform. A roll neck jumper and jeans. Maybe a little bit too casual but I had a blazer ready to pop on if anyone important came in, to smarten myself up. I had my jumper tucked in,of course, so you could kind of see my shape. I had only been in like ten minutes, during the middle of the day, when a customer approached me and asked me and a colleague for help with something. My colleague helped and I went back to doing whatever I was doing. The lady then reapproached me a bit earlier where she asked me for help and which I of course did. She then decided to make a comment about my weight. "Do you only employ skinny people, you need to go and have some food you look ill." It really unsettled me all day . Why did she think she could comment on my weight? If I was a larger person would she have had said the opposite? If I was a female would she have made that comment ?  Personally I just want to say eating has never been a problem for me. I eat regular with at least 3 meals a day. I don't think I'm too skinny, I'm just not very muscly either. Yes I work in fashion so what I wear is open to judgement but my weight is not for a complete stranger to come up and comment about. It's upset me because I'm not the shape I want to be I would love to be muscly and toned. It's something i am going to attempt to do but no stranger should comment on something so personal when they have no idea about the persons situation.  

Monday, 28 September 2015

I get so wrapped up in a world where nothing's as it seems And real life is stranger than my dreams.

 Sometimes Cardiff for me seems to small. London was just right. Yet I forgot why I love cardiff. It's the little things. As a child I never really went into Bute Park but it's so beautiful. It's Strange sometimes I feel we underrate the place we live in because we become desensitised to it but all it takes is a little detour into a place we haven't been to before to really look at the city. This year I'm hoping for snow and I've made a promise to charlotte that I will go out and have a snowball fight with her. Just as long as we do it in Bute park.  Outfit posts below enjoy. 

Shoes - river island. Jeans - River Island. Vest - New look.
Vintage shirt - Urban Outfitters .

Tuesday, 22 September 2015

In all the wrong places.

Time to layer. Winter is here. No more vibrant colours. Just shades of Winter. All above from RI. 

Wednesday, 2 September 2015

And the timing's never right but for now lets get away on a roman holiday.

New Uniform time already !! Autumn is here... well clothing anyway. Here is my new uniform pick. Hopefully I will be moving out in a month so will be able to get photos of me in them as well. 

Sunday, 30 August 2015

What do you want from me when I just wanna restart

V Festival 2015 - Chelmsford. 
What an amazing weekend. Photos below. 

I forgot the blow up pump so Charlotte had to blow it up. I was designed drinker at that time.

Justin bieber appeared in a ballsack tent in the morning. 
Once again her room is a mess.

Citron sticks or something like that to keep the fucking wasps away. 

  Waiting for Marina. 

No words.

Love the hair jess.

Mark wright ( Guy in black hat) is extremely attractive in person but quite small. 

Another win for my weather. Partly cloudy as its pissing down. 

Anyone want any bread.