Friday, 19 December 2014

I remember how I used to feel...at Christmas .


Joy. Excitement. Relief. Now just nothing. My job swallows up pretty much all of that joy. Which is disgusting. Christmas is about spending time with your family, relaxing and just this almost  universal ( grinch taken into consideration) feeling of excitement. 
Presents - Giving presents for me is one of the best parts of christmas. Yet some people get so wound up over it, it must really drain. Buy for people you love. Why buy a billion presents for people you don't even like? It should be enjoyable. It should be easy as you should know the person your buying for. 
Tree- Real all the way. Fake are just that fake. Says it all on the tin.
Decorations - Never too many, It shouldn't be tacky just classical. Gold and red.
Christmas Dinner - Beef and turkey as I couldn't choose between the two.
Christmas Drinks - Bucks fizz and cocktails in the night but more christmas themed cocktails not like summery ones. It's not time for sex on the beach just yet.
Jumpers - The christmas jumper is Essential. All grumpy people should be forced into one.
My one for this year is my work christmas jumper.
Next -Reindeer jumper.
I do however love these ones. 

Topman, 


ASOS


River island 


Anyway who. I hope you all have the christmas you deserve. As work is pretty much my Christmas except for that one beautiful day off. Even then I know have three early starts Boxing day onwards so will be anxious about them . Spare a though for all the retails workers this christmas. Enjoy your Christmas. 




Saturday, 4 October 2014

I tip on alligators and little rattle snakers But I'm another flavor Something like a terminator.

Lets catch up, on what has seemed like a long time. Honestly it hasn't been a great time recently, a big part of my trouble is my need to please everyone I can sometimes be restricted in what I want to do , yet the arrogance of some people sickens me. My skin as a consequence has decided to revert to its teenage state which is why as I write this I currently have a botanics clay mask on. Which is extremely relaxing. 
 Most of these photos are really positive and hopefully I can build from that. Highlights are always food and time with my friends. Seeing the 1975 and spending 2 days with Charlotte in London were amazing .  It felt like we had moved back in with each other and back to London. Coming back to cardiff wasn't my happiest moment and even harder when my mother threw away my half eaten kooky bakes signature slice!! She's on my enemies list. It was also nice to get a free bottle of champagne and a christmas present that I forgot about, vodka, was a lovely surprise. Enjoy. 




















nephews baseball shirt. 






























Saturday, 20 September 2014

Lights still shining in the room.

Interviews are strange. My first worry is normally what to wear. Then all the more job appropriate worries come into place. Will I be good enough ? What will they ask me ? How can I sell Myself? That's basically what it is. 30 mins to make someone believe in you. So firstly confidence. Clothing, Personal I would go smart, Appearance is important. Suit jacket and trousers or something interesting with personal flare but must remain smart. So why this Blog post. Well hopefully I will be having an iinterview soon.  I don't think I have much chance of actually getting the job but if you want something you should always make an effort. So I'm currently choosing between these two outfits.


I already have the trousers but would need to get the suit jacket. Shirt/shoes would be different. Im thinking more of my brown brogue boots and a grandad white shirt or Really light blue/lilac shirt.  I'm leaning more towards the suit as I could still wear it to work even if I don't get the job. Enjoy.


Tuesday, 16 September 2014

Purple and scarred, thats the colour it will be.

Forever 21. The American giant. When I visited Florida in 2011 I didn't actually see a forever 21 that I can recall. My first experience was Shopping in there flagship UK store in Westfield.It's only very recently that they have put a selection of there menswear clothes in the Oxford street store. Fingers crossed they decide to open a store here in Cardiff very soon. Honestly sometimes it's a bit of hit and miss but after going to London 2 weeks ago I loved what I saw and it showed on my Bank statement. The men's section is like a hidden gem. Cheap and my style.  Here is what I bought and what I've seen on the online store that I love. Ripped jeans, Fedora hat and a stone Tshirt, which is part of a major inside joke, are going to be mine very soon. Enjoy.

Sunday, 14 September 2014

I've been here for too long.

Retail. Possible one of the worst paying jobs but one of the most enjoyable because of the people who work in it but the horrible feeling of needing to move on and get a better paided job has finally embedded itself in my brain. What I would move onto in cardiff I don't know. Yet knowing I have to is leaving me with a sour taste in my mouth.

Saturday, 6 September 2014

A brand new start.

Love Me Harder - Ariana Grande & the Weekend.

Won't Look Back -Duke Dumont.

Let It Go - James Bay

Want Your Feeling - Jessie Ware

Unkiss Me - Maroon 5.